Tuesday, May 31, 2005


Hmm... today went to school as usual... then after school waited for mah sis n Jerrick outside outside mah school then go meet mah mom to eat dim sum!!! [yum yum!!!]
then after went to Ikea to look at stuffs with mah sis and jerrick then after went home already...

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala... hmm... i'm so bored man!!! haiz... but still got a english piece of homework to do... then tml after school still got chinese!!! eek!!! chinese sux man!!!

haiz... its aint a good feeling at all to love someone who will NEVER l0ve you...

Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Monday, May 30, 2005

June Holiday ish here. . .

WAHOO!!!!!!! mah sista jus bought mi a living dead doll mini!!! but! i hav to pay ten bucks for it... lolx...

anyway... school holiday hav already started... BUT!!! i still hav to go back to school for structured prog. wat sia... the school is so damn lame loh... but at least i still can get to see mah friendz and go crazy with them in class... lolx...

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Friday, May 27, 2005

hmm... today its supposed to be last day of school!!! BUT!!! next week whole week still hav to go back to sch for Lessonx... broing man!!! argH!!!

anyway... nvm tml can go shopping!!! wahoo!!! yeah!!! shopping season time!!! SHOP SHOP SHOP SHOP AND... SHOP!!! all day all!!! lolx!!!

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

Thursday, May 26, 2005


anyway... today was the meet the parent day... got back mah results... i know tat mah mom i s veri upset abt mah results... but she aint showing it to mi onli... well... i'm so sorry mummy... i cant be the perfect clever gerl u want mi to be... i juz cant study... no matter how hard u try to force mi... i jus cant do it... i'm sorry... i really jus cant be tat perfect gerl...

not much comments tody... cant tink wat to write. . .

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

great singapore sale is comin!

hmmm... today nv go to school coz sick... stay at home the whole day veri boring man!!! argh!!! nothin to do one... but at least i had something to do and tat was to watch 'the prince of tennis' lolx...


Tuesday, May 24, 2005

MAN!!! i tink i'm gonna be SicK!!! argh!!! goin to be the school holidays then i sick!!! wth!!! argh!!! it jus pissed mi off man!!!
today ah??? eh... nothin much happen leh... jus had normal lessons all day which were damn BORING!!! then durin eng went to watch a movie... then watch till recess gone!!! so after school went to mac to eat... yum yum... lolx...

GerL with a BrokeN Heart in Her Own WorLd. . .

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it
it's clear My world crumbles
when you are not near

Monday, May 23, 2005

hmm...today ah??? i went to lot one with mah mom and sis... to eat sushi!!! yum yum!!! whahaha... then now veri full already... =p

hmm...yesterday i wen to watch star wars... veri nice sia!!! yoda is sooooooo cute!!! lolx...
anyway... sian ah... tml got school again... then thursday is meet the parents day!!! die lah!! mah results so sucky... =p

How can I try to explain
Your story never seems to stay the same
You're out of touch and I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while and joke about the things we used to see
It's so hard for me to smile

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

bunch of fakers

haiz...today got back mah soical studies paper... and i fail!!! sob sob... study so hard also fail... wat sia... haiz...
hmmm... maybe tml goin to eunice's house to stay after school worx... whahaha... then friday will be 'be yourself day' still tinkin of whther wanna join or not leh.... must tink tink tink... but still dont knw want or not leh... haiz...

In tat place full of FAKERS!!! all onli know how to fake their way thru... all like as if they care... but they are onli FAKING!!!

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

tml!!!! ah!!!


haiz... hope that i didnt do badly man!!!
anyway... today ah??? i stay at home and ROT!!! again... watever...
i want to get a PS2 man!!! cant wait...lolx... then can play resident evil 4!!! the lastest now!!! whahaha!!! i tink i'm crazy... anyway... who cares whether i'm crazy or not anyway... well... no one do... whahaha...

I'll put it behind me
Go to a place where he cant find me.

Monday, May 16, 2005

examz r finally over!!!

hmmm... today is finally the last paper!!! whahahaha!!! free from examz (for now onli) lolx... anyway...
today after school... went jamming with michelle,aixing,jialin,oilver and his two other frendz... then after went to ice skate!!! cool sia!!! whahahahaha!!!! then jia lin today kepy falling down... :P
hehehe... anwyay... today ah.. quite fun loh... whahahaha...ok i'm crazy!!! whahaha...
oh ya!!! after watchin the movie amityville horror... i became so into the story abt the house man!!! doin so much reserach on it!!! whahaha...even wanna find the book abt it worx!!!

[AMITYVILLE HORROR-nice to watch]

Might trick me onceI
won't let you trick me twice
Mght trick me onceI won't let you trick me twice no
Mght trick me once
I won't let you trick me twice
No I won't let you trick me twice

Sunday, May 15, 2005

jus another boring day..

hmm... today i woke up at 5 plus in the morning... coz i yesterday watch dvd till around 4 plus goin to 5 plus... lolx... so tired man!!!
anyway... tml is finally the last paper worx!!! yeah!! its gonna be party time!!!

hmmm... cant wait till thursday man!! goin to9 stay over at eunice house with suhashini and amalina!!! whohhoho!!! lolx...

to tink of it.... how did SE(A)² became alive leh??? well...it all started one day before the soical studies paper... then the four of us were in the LT in school... then our ss teacher (mr tan huong) was tokin abt ASEAN... then i was tinkin of the word ASEAN.. coz it has the first word of names -A S E A- but no N so... we decided to make it SE(A)²!!!! hahaha...

I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me

Saturday, May 14, 2005

lala land of mine

haiz... monday still got one last paper to go before the examz ends and it has to be POA!!! sux man... gonna flop mah poa this mid year... coz i dont even understand a single s***t man... watever...
hmm...anyway... i today didnt go out so i jus rot the whole day at home... damn borin man...
well...gotta say something...

[she aint mah frend anymore...]
[does betray gives the answer?]
[i then dont wan tis KIND of fren in mah life]

well... now got SE(A)² worx... lolx... we rawk man!!! whahaha... the four of us rawk!!! lolx...

I wonder if you know
How it really feels To be left outside alone
When it’s cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone

Friday, May 13, 2005

after the examz...

hmmm... today do physics paper... qutie easy lah...
then went to orchard with jialin,aixing,michelle,oilver and elisha...
then after went to watch "The Amityville Horror" with michelle,aixing and oilver...
wat sia...the movie is more a disgusting one then a horror one loh... haha....
hmmm... anyway... BE YOURSELF DAY is coming already...still tinkin wat to wear sia... lolx... All Black??? or gothlic leh??? i also dont know le...
anyway...examz are soon to be over!!! meaning tat its SHOPPING TIME!!! whahaha... i will shop all day man!!!

'Cause obviously,
he's out of my league
But how can I win
he keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for him

Thursday, May 12, 2005

BoRiNg DaY

sian ah... today school ended at 12 like tat... then went to coffee bean as usual... so sian ah... lucky examz are soon to be over!!! yeah!!! whahaha!!!
haiz... dont feel like studyin for tml paper which is PHYSICS!!! sux man!!!
haiz... dont know wat to blog abt leh... so will stop here already...

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I'm dreamin of you I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Tuesday, May 10, 2005


argh!!! tml got geography paper!!! sux sia!!!cant wait till examz end man!!! then can go shopping all day!!! whahahahahaha!!! tats the best man!!!
today i went to coffee bean to study and the people hu pei mi were Michelle lao gong, jialin mummy,aixing nu er,oilver jiu jiu and melissa
but then after a while... oilver jiu jiu go already... dont he pissed over wat thingy... then after melissa also go... then onli left the four o usf... then at around i tink 6 plus... saw hidayad at coffee bean too... then around 7 plus then go home already... tats all for today...

you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all righ
tYou don't know what it's like
To be like me...

Sunday, May 08, 2005

missy revenant n missy hollywood rawk mah world!!!

hmm... today is mothers' day!!! haiz... but onli stay at home... cannot go anywhere coz examz comin the day after tomorrow... haiz... oh boy how i HATE examz so much man!!! argh!!!
examz sux to the core!!! haiz... so sian... tml still got school... then must study study study!!! hate it hate it!!!

I walk a lonely road The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreamsWere the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will findTill then I'll walk alone

Friday, May 06, 2005

unlucky day???

haiz... for the past few dayz didnt blog coz mah com got prolem... but now ok already!!! whahaha...
anyway... mid year is next week already sia!!! die!!! ah watever man...
hmm... today i was qutie moody leh... but dont knw why leh... haiz...then tat stoopid eunice say i love sick... she is crazy man... then durin chinese lesson i use pern knife to cut mah self then now startin to hurt already... haiz...today i abit unlucky sia...hand pain then face kanna rashes!!! argh!!!
anyway... mimi now is mah beloved son cum' special angel!!! lolx... love him so much!!! love mah 'happy' family so much!!! whahaha!!!
i tink i would stop here already...